Intoxication ... High on Life ... Trance ... Adrenaline Rush ... Unmaaad
The concept of relentless energy has intruiged me ever since i was in school.
In school i used to flaunt about my ability to stay up late hours and then attend school .. go through the entire draining day at schoool .. attend class... come back and do the same shit all over again ... i really dunno wht made me tick ... Was
it my state of mind .... my friends .. my network .... my thoughtss.... it was so amazing ... the entire idea about sloggin trough 10th Std. ... it's often said that the journey is as important as the destination ... Subconsciouslly i ensured that the journey was very,very beautiful ...
As years passsed by ( 4 to be precise ) ... i've never been able to get access that state successfully ...it's been compulsive ... it's been forced upon by circumstances ...
At IIM B it was different .. it was magic .. it was a state that i could not express in words ... maybe Unmaad.
What is it that makes students go on relentlessy ... unliminted energy ...robotic n yet creative .. monotonous n'd yet not so
...
they're the future of India ... some of the best managers to-be.. India's corporate giants ....
I aspire to be amongst them...
Will i make it ? I dunno ... But i have questions ... & i want answers ... I badly do ... Even though i know that they all lie within me ... i need reassurance ... i need faith .. in myself and in the Universe !
What is their make up?
What is their strength?
What is it about them that's so surreal .. why can't we cut them down to size and make them more human ?
What is the secret of their success?
Am i not passionate enough? Am i not inspired enough ?
If i am, then why don't i translate my inspiration into action? into action that makes me go on forever ...
Do we always need a support system of friends to make us go on tirelessly .... to inspire us ?
When will i awaken the giant within ?
When i will i tell my self .... Anuj, give two hoots about what people around you think of you, or what people around you are
planning to do with their lives ?
When will i stop living in the illusion that i'm productive and growing ... When will i be able to tell myself that ... when
the world sleeps, the men who intend to make it big in life toil...
When will I rise to the biggest challenge of my life ... When will i give up mediocrity ?
When will i Practice what i Preach ?
When will i do what most Supposedly Successful people don't do ?
When will i be able to reach a stage when i accept people close to me ... without giving a fuck for what other people have to
say about them ?
When will i learn to trust ? Trust new people, old enemies, the universe ... ?
When will i find the ability to transalte my thoughts, dreams, and visions into action ?
When will i reach a stage when thoughts, negativity and prejudice are not a part of me?
When will i achieve the flow ?
When will my mind and body align to become the most powerful force in this universe ?
When will i be able to say that losses, heart-breaks, materialistic pleasures and the works are bullshit
When will i be able to reach a stage when i lose all my wealth and say that ... whoa! this is life tooo ...
When will i believe that i'm comforably numb in my comfortably dumb world ...
What is that formulae for inspired action ?
when will i attain salvation ?
When will i attain Unmaad ?
Thursday, 9 February 2006
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well..u'll make it..u sure will..the day u'll find answers to these, u will..how i wish i knew the answers...how anyone for that matter would wish he knew the answers..!!
ReplyDeletethen again i think some questions can never be answered...its all in there..the questions make u think & those thoughts drive u, drive u 2 wer u wanna go, wer u wanna be....
live it up, pray, believe (cuz sometimes u dun have much of a choice), let intuition lead u sometimes, personify optimism (okay, at least try) go crazy when u wanna make 'it' happen..(guess thats the only way)..u'll make it!!...& man is this a looooonnnggg & philosophical comment or wutt!!!
Cheers \m/, (+.+) ,\m/ (to Unmaaad)
Life is a Challenge, face it.. Look for answers ...that keeps u motivated but dont get bogged down when u dont find them.. Its like old times when we used to skip a tough question and come back to it later :) U'll definitely find answers to most of your questions.. all in good time :)
ReplyDeleteThe question is not when, but why...Why will you do what you talk about doing? What is it that will motivate you? What are your goals and aspirations that will necessitate the arousal of the fire smoldering inside your soul. The journey is indeed as important as teh destination, but to begin a journey, you need to know what your destination is. Once you determine your destination, all your questions will be answered, and only then will you be able to truly gauge whether you are capable of the efforts needed to be 'successful'.
ReplyDeleteoye man im sry im in a rush now ill def give u comment son....
ReplyDeletehey bro....dont intend to answer anything....jus wanna say that there r very few articles that one reads & says that "oh crap! i wud've said the same thing" & thats when u kno that the write up is from the heart & not jus for the heck of it...
ReplyDeletethis 1 definitely features as one of the most important of those types....
jus wanna say this as the last thing i.e. ITS ALL IN THE STATE OF THE MIND----u jus needa learn to adapt & everything is automatically possible.
Rahul